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Monday, May 30, 2005

listeninG to 'we beLong togetheR' rite now....

todaY, woke up, got readY n went to scH.... wenT to buY notes wiD idA... scH ouT at 3 so wenT to toWn wiD pauLine, jaS n idA... deN wenT to eaT dinneR wiD famiLy at aiRport.... seemS so simpLe, liKe anY normaL day riTe?? wronG!!!

scH- jaS n idA hiT me 19 timEs eacH... pauL tickLed me... goD noeS how manY timEs?! vimA gaF a supEr huG.... wisheS, huGs N kisseS, tickLes N hitterS aLL on mY 19th bdaY.... thanX guYs n babES!!!
town- idA, jaS n pauLine wenT aRd lookinG foR stuffs... afteR aLL tt... theY boughT a caKe ^yummY^ whicH i cuT in d middLe of Taka... tHanx babEs foR a woNderfuL time!!!
aiRport- aTe at swenseNs.... deN haD compLimentarY "firehouSe bdaY " thingeY.... mY facE was smeaRed wiD icecReam (thanX to mamA n syqiN!!) thaNx famiLy!!!

kak adeQ- happI biRthday to u too!!! thaNx foR d neckLace~
maMa- tHanx foR d skiRt~
yaNa, maRni & abeed(neL)- tHanx foR d neckLace n eaRrings
idA & fai- thaNx for d watcH (nice!!!!)
jas & pauLine- thanX foR d baG (femininE yaR~)
saHLan- thaNx u...

=Life's pRetty gooD now=

{ 10:59 PM }
..just so you know..

Saturday, May 28, 2005

=I Wish You Knew=

I've got to see you
Wherever you are
And I've got to be there
I'm wishing on stars
I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
But the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

[chorus]And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby

Honestly I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in
And the words escape me
And I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

[chorus]And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby

{ 11:18 PM }
..just so you know..

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

buiLt up frustration is no gooD for one's heaLth.... so i shaLL puT it on ma bLog cos no1 is aRd foR me to venT on.... ahakZ~ (not tt i Like to venT on ppL aH)

aRghhhhh!!!! haiz~ aNgry aLso foR wat?? thinGs wonT cHange.... iT's aLL abT u.... n i caNt do anYthing to cHange it.... tUrn heRe n tHere aLso saMe so y boTher to cHg it riTe?? bUt maYb bcoS iT's too mucH of YOU is waT makeS me fLare.... haiz~ stoooopiD foR feeLing dis waY.... so i jusT betteR end diS n iF diS happenS agaiN- i'LL go to tHe beacH n scReam ma heaRt ouT!!!

=no usE askiNg me waT's diS aLL abT.... iT's aLL writteN heRe=

{ 7:57 PM }
..just so you know..

Monday, May 23, 2005

faciLitation was aite.... gRace finaLLy came down.... not full turN up though~ Bakhit, xT & emiLy were missiN.... haiz~ wen caN theRe b a fuLL tuRn out?? weL theY got theiR reasoNs so.... we diD somE feedback... discoveRy: d tRip was too sHort!! i thiNk aLL agReed~ gReat minDs thinK aLike....
**sabaH-ers, u ppL R bY faR d besT "gRoup" i've founD.... fouNd ppL i caN trusT, tuRn to, taLk to.... basicaLy i've founD gReat fRens!! d timEs we sHared R foNdLy kepT n tReasured in memoRy.... Luv ya, sabaH-eRs!!!

soMe mushYness therE, so..... scH sTart tmR... haiz~ i'm officiaLLy in yR3 tmR.... it seemS Like yesTerdaY i sTeppeD into d scH oN d 1st daY.... timE suRe fLies~ n sooN..... PAUSE!!! duN go theRe yet.... yR3 has yeT to begiN.....

{ 10:39 PM }
..just so you know..

Saturday, May 21, 2005

=IncompLete=

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

Chorus~~
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

Chorus~~
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

Chorus~~
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

{ 12:40 PM }
..just so you know..

Thursday, May 19, 2005

~a creatioN wid a LittLe heLp~

I stiLL got so many unsaid things
that I wanna say to you
I wish you knew
I stiLL wait up wondering if you wiLL remember me
But there's no way for me to know....

wat wiLL happen now, i wonder?
Laughing & smiLing, we seem so happy
wat's deep down in our hearts?
we'LL never know d truth about each other
if we keep it from one another....

{ 11:05 PM }
..just so you know..

noW ListeninG to 98.7.... "duN wan u bacK"
chaLet was aLL fuN fuN fuN!!! i kene saBo thouGh (weN u c eggS n fLour, confiRm there'S smtH amiss) tHanx so mucH pauL for spoNsorinG, devisinG d pLan & caRRying it ouT.... tHanx to iDa foR "ampLifinG" d newS to eveRyone.... tHanx to eveRy1 invoLved in sabo-inG me.... aLL in aLL, u peePs R d besT~ ^ahakZ^
sabah-erS, thaNx foR cominG to d chaLet thouGh it was noT a fuLL tuRnout.... Looking foRward to d meetiNg on 23rd....
waT happenEd durinG d 3 daZ 2 niteZ???
BBQ (Lotsa fooD!! aLL d fooD 1 caN thinK of foR a BBQ was pResent)
cyclinG (cYcLed aLL d waY to tamP n bacK)
sabO (aLL on me!!!)
pLay gameS (taiTee, maHjong, ps2)
sLp (noT enuF though~)

{ 10:44 PM }
..just so you know..

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

aiTe.... waT'z up foR me nxT week??
16-18 maY > chaLet wid d ppL.... [hopefuLLy i can makE it tt is]
17 maY > meet d sabaH-ers.. they'll be joiNing d fuN at d cHalet...
18 maY > hoMe.. duh~

*ppL, i'm not promisinG anythinG.... hopefullY i can makE it to d cHalet n haF fun wiD u ppL...

dis weeK is aLL plannEd ouT....
fRi > meeT monoPoLy ppL to seTup conVention ceNtre for d coMpetitioN....
saT > d daY aLL beeN waiTing foR!! $$$ banKer's dreaM.... hu wiLL win??

=d oNe i Lost ma heaRt to.... he doesNt eveN noe=

{ 10:45 PM }
..just so you know..

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

i see there's something more....
i see what u've been thinking about....
i know i cant read ur mind....
but ur eyes show me....
a story unfold right b4 me....

u're thinking of her....
of how u n her were....
i see the hurt in ur eyes...
can u see mine??
i guess not.....

{ 11:30 PM }
..just so you know..

Monday, May 02, 2005

k... i'M back fRom sabaH!!!! well i camE back 27/4 but didnT noE waT to wriTe.... i stiLL dunno wat to wriTe.... buT i'LL try...
d kidS n heLpers at bukiT harapaN(hill oF hopE) will aLwayz remaiN in my hearT.... d kids liGhts up onE's daY weN u c theiR smiLEs... d heLpers, waT grEat woRk u do!! spenDing ur daZ theRe, beinG wiD d kiDs.... kak Lai, thanX foR d timEs we taLked.... kak Lee, thaNx for daT speecH u gaF aT farEweLL- actuaLi we haveN donE much... it'S u we aLL shLd thanK foR makiN d kids' happI... kiDs, thanX for makIn my daz bRighteR weN i was doWn....
noW d teAm.... meT greaT peepS durinG dis triP.... i treasuRe d timEs we had aT sabaH... hopiN foR moRe get2gedeRs... miS ya aLL... d freNs i meT: vinsoN, syaI, jaimE, chaRles, xT, fiR, emiLy, grAce, aipiNg, cHarlie, racheL, bakhiT, buNnY, sebaS, coNg.... n oF cos: syaH, saD, deRek, juS n shiwei....
i luV u aLL deep dowN in ma heaRt(twice)
taLk abt d deeP, deeP, dowN, dowN, deeP, down in ma hearT(twice)
=in ma heaRt, i'LL alwayz remeMber=

{ 9:30 PM }
..just so you know..